Just a demo of something super melodramatic and depressing I've been working on.
Lyrics:
Some trivial mistake
is keeping you awake
mired in your feelings
staring at the ceiling
in the deep end of the night
til finally you'd kill
to have some kind of pill
to break the circle that you walk in
fidgeting and talkin'
to yourself, all the time
you keep saying that it's over
over and over again
you keep saying that it's over
over and over again
Turn off your TV
Wade into the sea
and beg the plankton to consume you
you wait all afternoon to
just melt into the waves
but all you ever get
is frustrated and wet
so you wade back to the shore
lay on the sand and start to snore
until the cops chase you away
why's it keep feeling like it's over
over and over again
why's it keep feeling like it's over
over and over again
it happens over and over and you're geting older
and time's running out for you to get sober
it's something inside you that just isn't right
and you can't drown it out although god knows you've tried
and why can't you just feel okay?
maybe all you really need
is someone to watch you bleed
to worship and adore you
and always reassure you
that your pain isn't just in your mind
but if you can sleep tonight
maybe that will make it right
and you can start evolving into
the kind of person you pretend to
already be online
you keep hoping that it's over
over and over again
keep insisting that it's over
over and over again
