1.Judges ch6:12
You won't see yourself as God sees you
2.You point out and magnify faults in others. You speak judgment because you don't love yourself.
3.You can't love others because your esteem and self value is low.
4.Often you feel inferior and this leads to further self rejection. Others see this and treat you that way. If you say lower things about yourself, you invite rejection. You attract who you are.
5. You become preoccupied with appearance to make others 'love' you. You tend to perform for others,seeking approval.
6. You are prone to perfection and feel shame when you make an error. You are Paralyzed and won't do anything unless it is perfect.
7. You live in a state of anger and bitterness.. You give off the air of..'stay away, don't get close, ' really ...I don't want you to get close because you might reject me.
8. You go around expecting others to reject you and project it on others... You think... I bother him/ her so let me stay away. Really you just feel rejected and don't expect others to love you!
But this is all because you are just wounded. Others don't even know the drama in your head about them. But you are hurt, you have experienced abandonment, rejection and don't even realize that the past is still in your head. You even think God rejects you.
God says: if you keep this up I can't use you. I need you to have confidence in my love and trust me to use you. I will never forsake you!
God will deal with you and love you through this! you are precious to Him!
