How Jesus healed my pain and saved my life. This is the story I’ve never stopped thanking God for—the moment He reached into my brokenness and gave me a new life.
For years, I walked through valleys I didn’t think I’d survive. Heartache, betrayal, deep wounds from people I thought would love me most—I carried them like heavy chains, trying to be strong, trying to fix myself. But the truth? I was exhausted, and no amount of willpower could heal the ache inside.
It wasn’t until I reached the end of myself that I met the beginning of Him.
Jesus didn’t just find me—He rescued me. He took the pain I thought would define me forever, and in His hands, He turned it into a testimony.
In this episode, I’m sharing how I went from clinging to my hurt… to releasing it all at the feet of the One who could truly carry it. I’ll take you inside the real, raw moments of my faith journey—moments of doubt, moments of surrender, and the undeniable moments where God showed me He was there all along.
If you’re a woman carrying wounds you don’t talk about, if you’ve been wondering whether God really sees you in the middle of your struggle, or if you’ve been afraid to let go of the pain because it feels safer to hold onto it… this conversation is for you.
I pray that as you hear my story, you won’t just hear my voice—you’ll hear His. Because the same Jesus who met me in my valley is the same Jesus who is ready to meet you in yours.
Your healing isn’t in trying harder.
Your freedom isn’t in pretending you’re okay.
It’s in surrender—laying it all at the feet of Jesus and letting Him do what only He can do.
Come listen. Bring your story. And let’s believe together that God is still in the business of turning ashes into beauty.
Scriptures
Acts 28:271 Peter 5:8Jer 30:17Matt 11:28Psalms 27:10
00:00 Introduction and Background00:07 Welcome to the Pure Surrender Podcast00:19 The Journey to Starting the Podcast00:56 Opening Prayer02:05 Sharing My Testimony03:43 Early Childhood and Family Background04:57 Struggles with Acceptance and Love06:30 Emotional and Psychological Challenges08:46 The Concept of the Veil10:19 Biblical Insights on the Veil12:08 The Power of Prayer and Surrender22:37 Teenage Years and Rebellion24:34 Struggles with Faith and Secular Life26:03 A Turning Point: Rediscovering Faith27:52 Praying for a Christian Family28:38 Blessings and Challenges in Adulthood30:05 Birth of My Daughter and Postpartum Struggles31:19 Therapy and Healing33:23 Forgiveness and Redemption34:07 Conclusion and Next Episode Preview
