I'll be honest. For an introvert such as myself, I don't like being vulnerable or weighing down my loved ones with my pain. So, I almost always keep things to myself. Sometimes talking to strangers is just easier and allows you to work through things you'd otherwise hold in and nearly implode. Thank you for listening and hopefully praying for me during this time of sorrow. When I went to the market today, I saw this and immediately said out loud "Popa" which is my brother's name. He came to me instantly as if he were saying hello, I'm here and I miss you. I picked it right up and said I'm taking you home with me.