In this deeply personal episode of By What Authority, Raymond opens the door to a season of his life marked by emotional separation, silent rebellion, and a slow unraveling of the self. Surrounded by people yet disconnected from everyone—including himself—he found his soul crying out words he never intended to share. But what felt like abandonment became the beginning of an unexpected invitation.
Through raw honesty, Scripture, and the quiet work of grace, this episode explores what happens when death doesn’t come, when silence isn’t empty, and when God refuses to let go. Raymond reflects on the valley that didn’t end him, the mercy that pursued him, and the slow, painful, beautiful process of being remade from the inside out.
If you’ve ever felt shattered, unseen, or beyond repair… this episode is a reminder that God’s silence is not rejection, and your story isn’t over.
Sometimes the greatest transformation begins in the place where you thought everything ended.
