Do you have a personal relationship with the Creator God, the Originator of spiritual life and light? If you do then that’s amazing. From this very moment why not make it a conviction that you will begin to be more open to others about Him. You don’t have to have everything sewn up for a relationship to begin - once you enter into this relationship Jesus will begin to transform you from the inside out.
(Note that the audio quality of this recording is poor. Please stick with it as the quality does improve slightly - or becomes easier on the ear! Technical bugs will be squashed for future talks!)