In this episode I speak about how my lesson last nigh in my under ground hand to hand combat training group was a massive massive learning lesson for me- again after 9 years of mental strength training and self awareness learning and almost 2 years of this under ground training I was left with another failing forward moment 🤔 we were taught a technique and we went at it for 2 hours. After about 30 minutes I was starting to take massive beatings and pain was starting to set in... from that the self doubt all came in : maybe I am 2 weak - 2 small - 2 slow - maybe even not smart enough to understand this technique- maybe I am not good enough or meant to do this. Real talk on all those thoughts - but because I am so so stubborn I just kept on going not wanting to give up - I showed my pain by yelling and complaining every time they landed shot after shot. Then after 1 hour and 45 minute mark the coach said "I can't watch this any longer - just move your hands here ... a simple 5
