Chapter 47 in the book of Ezekiel is the vision of the river flowing from the temple and the process that God may take us through.
When we first enter into the waters, (verse 3) things are easy to manage. However, when things get challenging (verse 5), it is not that He has left us or that we have made a wrong decision, but rather that He requires us to become MORE dependent on Him. Rather than fight the current, relax and let the waters take you to where He has your blessing. You don't need to be prepared before you get there. God will prepare you along the way. God doesn't need systems, marketing or money to promote you. He just needs an obedient and willing heart. Deuteronomy 31:6 and Hebrews 13:5 remind us that He will never leave us. Ask Him to show you how to trust Him more. You got this. You are almost there so just keep moving.
