Why is it that when we argue with our significant other that it turns into "what you have done to me". In an argument with my fiancé she made the comment that I "have ruined her" because of my HIV and that no one will ever want her again. Because it is always about me I felt my hear tear in two. I figured that was a subject that if anyone felt any type of way about, that we would discuss it, however, I realize that this was not the case. I hate that I am responsible for someone's suffering....again. I have gone slack on dealing with my mental health. I really want to be able to control myself and actions without the use of anti-psychotics in my diet. On a lighter note I am grateful to you all for listening and if you have questions I am going to find a way to answer those questions. Maybe create some kinds of forum. Blessings.
Vic Bu
