A message to family and friends apologizing and explaining what has been and is a very unique , strange , and sometimes amazing life. A call to please share this. And several of my recent experiences and challenges. And some of my dying wishes just in case . I could use some backup y’all. This avatar only can take so much. More importantly, get yourself prepared to create a better way of doing things for you and your family cause I sense the worst is planned for all of us .