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Ok this is important,
Maybe to you,
Definitely for me,
I had always been clueless About what I really want,
No real purpose to be honest,
I've been searching for a meaning for a long time,
That took me nowhere
And it's not just me
Most of us not just kids or teenagers even adults.
I look at people and see them doing what they don't want to and I mean it's not a problem but only if doing it is necessary to take you to the place you want to.
And God bless me,
I don't want to be like them.
Most of the efforts I was making was towards getting money.
And when I finally got a job I was clueless
What to do now,
I never even realised why I was chasing money,
Until recently,
What I'm chasing isn't money, but rather it's primarily 2 things that I yearn for,
1. Freedom
2. Strength to protect others
I've talked about this before, freedom is what will make you happy, not necessarily that your life will be easier but certainly you won't be a slave anymore. How do I except myself to be of use to someone else, if what I do is follow someone else.
So yeah certainly freedom is one, I have so much to talk on this but maybe some other time.
Secondly, strength.
When I say strength I mean the ability to protect the people I care about. For me, strength comprises of physical health, Money, mental clarity, peace, Courage and Control.
It's a lot and I'm pretty it'll take me a lifetime to achieve and I'm not even sure that if it'd even matter but that's what I wanna do.
The thing I wanna be is helpless.
To protect my parents, my girl and anybody I care about.
I'm pretty clueless still, but at least it's a n
nightlamp in dense fog.
Thank for listening, hope this was useful somehow.
