In this episode, I share this insight into the "getting-ness" on the ego and how after over a year of persistent prayer, contemplation, meditation, and listening to Hawkins, something that I was struggling to understand finally clicked! A great joyous moment indeed! Today, I noticed that I was trying to get something out of the meditation. It was clear that the agitation that was surfacing was arising out of this desire to "juice" the meditation for something; a special experience, the satisfaction of meditating for some pre-set amount of time, etc. As it was noticed it was then spontaneously welcomed and I began to see where in life I was trying to get something with greater clarity. This awareness felt like a great relief and suddenly the enjoyment of the meditation increased.
