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Try to accept

this fat red hurt

is your starting point,

in the way a pen must be put to paper

     in one particular spot,

then move

beyond

the globby flap

of blame

     and past

          the mono-sulk

               of pain.

Change the subject,

before it’s too late.

Sketch out

what health

you do possess,

what signal-cascades,

what flotilla of cells

circumnavigate you,

then draw yourself back

     together again,

in a language

     of your own.

Your body’s talk

is loose as lymph —

it’ll have you open out

     as a tree,

or sneak up on pain

     as assassin,

     sidekick,

     or wolf.

Encourage this

for healing won’t come at you

     straight.

Embrace the lack of heroics —

this isn’t Hollywood,

it’s you,

in a plot

that may

or may not resolve.

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