"What you seek is seeking you" Rumi
So we have to start by knowing that we do deserve more -
The things that are called to you are calling for a reason.
Try this: Imaginary Lives
If you had 5 other lives to lead, what would you do in each of them? Ex. I would be a travel photographer, painter, teacher, etc.
When you think of it, write it down, don’t overthink it. Begin to explore how you can start to incorporate those practices in your life, just for this week. Indulge in dreaming. You may reveal an interest you didn't know you had.
Even if it’s just a hobby, hobbies can improve the quality of your life and bring joy.