Podcast Episode 010!
Podcast Episode 010 The Tears & Tulle Movement Season 1, Week 20, Participant Talmar Anderson!
In Talmar's Words....
Drinking the darkness and a Rainbow Skirt.
Do you ever feel like you are creating your own chaos? I sure can pour it on myself. What about you? And we think we are fooling others. We think we are sooooo sneaky. But they see us...our friends, our coworkers and families. We break their hearts and dash the high hopes they have for us. We make sabotaging choices. We follow bad habits. 𝗪𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝘄𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲. So we pour ourselves one more black glass to swallow the darkness. We want to be sure that we only experience what we are familiar with....what we know we have survived so we can reasonably expect to survive. And that knowing. Knowing the next dance step...no matter how painful... gives us comfort because we know what is coming. Hear me now, 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗲𝘁, 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲. We have not experienced; Being called beautiful, Saving enough to feel wealthy, Knowing we are loved, Feeling Safe, Yet. We can pour the color on instead. Today, when you next look in the mirror, give yourself the gift. Look yourself in the eye and say out loud... I am smart. I am strong. I am worthy. I love you. And I double dog dare you to do it every day. Love yourself enough to drink in the goodness that is possible every day. You can decide what you swallow into your mind, belief and life. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲 𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀. I can see the rainbow in myself. I see the rainbow in you too. The Boss Actions
