Last night I had a very interesting dream that has me pondering a huge awareness...
Where am I disguising my value as a virtue?
For one brief period of my life, I was what many considered a "very successful" waiter in New York City. As head server at some of the hottest establishments at the time, I had the opportunity to meet much of NYC's elite from Athletes and Celebs to Mafia Royalty... and they all loved me, respected me, and requested me when they would dine at whatever restaurant I was working at.
I loathed it.
Last night in my dream I was transported to an often familiar scene from back then; full restaurant, nothing coming out on time, customers whining. When suddenly the hostess assigns me a massive party of about 12 or more people. Even then I was managing it all just fine, until one of the guests...
Asks me for a healing...
I lean down and I begin to help him. As I do, I start to feel the evil stares of people at other tables, the tug on my shirt from a college who is annoyed that I am not pulling my weight, the manager in the corner trying to get my attention.
Suddenly after the healing was over, everyone sitting at the gentlemen's table wanted the same attention. I was behind, "swamped" as they say in the biz, customers getting irate as my heart rate began to rise. I was unsettled.
I told the others at the table that they could schedule a session with me at another time.
"It's a part of your tip" - one of them said, with that smarmy Wall Street type smirk that says "I own you".
All of the faces at the table began to look like figures in a Picasso painting, except less beautiful. I was annoyed and frustrated, reminiscent of the actual feelings I felt when I was immersed in those jobs.
Then I woke up. I meditated and asked what the dream was all about.
Tune into todays meditation to hear what awareness I received.
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