I feel like I'm failing as a girlfriend. And if you didn't think that could be a thing, it's a fucking thing. And it's a shitty feeling at that. Knowing that you deeply care about your SO and finding yourself struggling in the relationship is not a good place to be in. What's worse is this overwhelming fear that this person will change their mind about you. So here I am, in pure emotion of course, trying to be a better girlfriend.