I’m drifting away from Source. Upstream is beautiful in any man’s work with God. As Christians, whatever we share with the people should be what we receive from God, the Source of existence. But me this time, I feel far away from God, I’m pretending for downstream, His people, that God is all over all that concerns me but inwardly I know His Spirit has been grieved by my sins. I repent now. If you feel this way too, repent force conviction and repent now, you’ll feel it as you let go of the distractions, Hallelujah.