I relapsed. I Feel miserable. God please forgive me and have Mercy on me. But what is most disturbing is that I have this feeling that I’ll still fall again and it makes me feel depressed. I have conquered many things in life but this one seems to be a giant. But I Strengthen myself in God and I believe that He will make a permanent way out for me and restore unto me the Joy of my Salvation. I’m turning myself in Jehovah, do with me as you please. But I love You Lord.
