I exploded on top the matter. And here I was thinking that I’m perfected in love and temperance. I have a long way to go. The Reverend will be more cautious when approaching people next time. But I was wrong, I shouldn’t have barked at him the way I did. The thing that makes me feel like a betrayer is that I’m still happy I gave it to the man the way I did. Daddy please help me get rid of what I’m not 💯 sure I want to leave before it leaves me out of Your plan for me, Amen.