30 Days F.E.D. (Foundation for Eternal Development)
Day 11
Today’s Reading: 1 Chronicles 21 to 2 Chronicles 33
My reflection: My time with this reading has highlighted my desire to be semi-perfect in my plans. I left no room for God to be God and only for Krys to follow what she had planned. Thankfully I took correction and sat quietly with God and let go of some of the shame that I felt for not staying on track with my reading and especially the making of the videos and podcasts.
This time it wasn’t because of fear which is usually my catch. I got caught up in the lack of focus and being tired from the juggle all the things that are working in my life.
I paused and got back to the WHY for this 30 days of reading getting closer to God but also to let go of the negativity in me that causes me to respond a little bitterly.
New commitment 2 times a week I will make a video on Sunday and Wednesday of each week and post them…I will figure out the rhythm of this because it actually seems like the deeper I get into this the more I have to also allow a little bit of flexibility
The life application here is that give your goals and action plans space for God to be God. I didn’t do that. I just thought about what seemed practical in terms of digesting the word of God. I didn’t even include the experience of sitting with Him and being engaged with it mind, body and spirit.
This seems like an ultimate transformation. I am so excited and feel that God is doing something so specific in my life. Stay tuned
Tomorrow’s Reading: 2 Chronicles 34 to Job 5
