Yall... this was tough for me but after all the research and then diving into doing it Ive discovered its not for me at this time.
Truly.... to commit to a thing (I don't take it lightly) and if im gonna I want to have an unwavering centeredness about it.
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Through this I was able to fully feel the anxiety of a true commitment and walked myself through:
- the validation of those emotions
- the understanding of how I got to this point
- the ability to give myself grace and not beating myself up for deciding to do what's best for me.
- freeing myself of conforming to and ideal I had in my head
- loving where I am at any given moment
I get it now and to all those that are loc-ed 🙏🏽 I have a much more appreciation for you!
- Tiffany Jaye