I Cried after I moved in…
I knew everyone from my family to the people at my gym on a first name basis
I left everything and dropped it to come to Austin Texas
The life of an entrepreneur is in itself a challenge being on your own
So moving here was a shock…
My head starts saying all my fears and insecurities
“Will I even make it here”
“Will I make friends”
“Ammi gonna be completely alone”
I cried after my friend dropped his bags at the airport
Everything hit me at once, I won’t see my friends I grew up with
I won’t see my dog everyday, my family
The tears just started piling up that I couldn’t hold it
I let it out for like 30 minutes
After that cry, after feeling those emotions I felt like a new version of me was ready
As men we think we need to cover up our emotions all the time
But in reality YOU ARE ALLOWED TO FEEL WHATEVER YOUR FEELING
After feeling it I realized all my fears that Im having are literally a made up fucking story
And I realized I AM IN FULL CONTROL OF WHETHER I’ll have friends here or not
I am in full control of my happiness
I know who I am and I will build amazing relationships here
I REFUSE TO LET MY HEAD WRITE OUT A STORY THAT I WILL NOT LIVE BY
My mind doubts me every time I grow, moving here, doing my BJJ tournament, Bodybuilding show
BUT IF I KNOW 1 THING
I ALWAYS EXECUTE and FEAR DOESN’T BELONG IN MY HEAD
And busy males don’t let fear control you or your body
Scared to go to the gym? Scared to change your diet?
FACE IT, FEEL THE EMOTION AND EXECUTE ANYWAY
