I was two faced..
I would say one thing and my actions would align with a completely different personality
I would say drinking and caving to your vices was terrible for you
But I would still go out on the weekends and spend my money at bars
I would say committing to one woman was morally correct
But I was swiping on tinder every weekend and talking to multiple women at a time to get an ego boost
I would say believing in God was Moral
But I didn’t go to church
I would say I loved my ex-girl friend
But I cheated on her multiple times..
And yet I’m saying all of these things to my friends, clients, BUT I wasn’t living in alignment with the man I wanted to create
This hinders your integrity as man…Cause Now when you say things they don’t actually have value, because your doing all this talking but theres no action involved in it…
Theres this weird disconnect you feel…
But as I’ve slowly started to cut out things in my life that I knew were no longer serving me
My words that I say begin to have more value, more intention, because Im now LEADING BY EXAMPLE
Im not just a talker anymore…
The crazy thing is…I’m nothing special at all…
Anyone can live in integrity and alignment
I realized I JUST NEED TO START TAKING MYSELF FUCKING SERIOUSLY…
Which I didn’t for years.. ,
Despite my history with my past..I made the changes anyway
To be a better leader for my clients, for my family, for the people on social media looking up to me as their leader
Im not a perfect individual man…but I’m open minded to improving and If I can do it then I know you can too