“I NEED to get out of here”
There’s so many eyeballs on me it’s so uncomfortable
They’re all watching my every move, judging every jiggle my stomach makes
Staring at my skinny arms
My saggy chest that bounces up and down
They’re wondering why all my shirts are so baggy
My mind is saying “I need to get out of here”
That’s how I felt growing up, when I was walking from class to class, In the lockeroom, in the lunch cafeteria
Every single move I made, I felt a set of eyes just constantly watching me and judging every body part that was flabbing up and down with every step I took.
I felt like I was in a bubble, trapped, but I couldn’t get out until that bell rang to go home
And instantly I got home, got comfortable, didn’t do anything to make a change.
Until one day I realized I couldn’t live life thinking about taking action, NOBODY IS COMING TO SAVE ME.
I didn’t want to constantly have to feel like I was watched/judged, I WAS FUCKING DONE.
I didn’t even know what to do I just ran every fucking day because I didn’t know anything else.
After years on my craft, I soon realized my thoughts were so immersed on my own self improvement that I stopped giving a shit about others opinions.
If your struggling through something similar just realize this
You have the capability just like I do and every living human being has, to MAKE A CHANGE.
Otherwise your gonna ride a long wave of people judging you and thinking what’s best for you for the rest of your life
Once you start implementing change, your gonna be a stud, not give a fuck, and the only thing others are gonna think is that your crazy for the amount of work ethic you have and you’ll get heads turning wishing they could be you.
This feeling is a freedom, freedom from your previous self, freedom from others judgment.
But if your going through it, I’m here with you! And your gonna get it through it, TAKE OWNERSHIP and LETS RIDE SQUAD! HAPPY THURSDAY!
