So this week I candidly talk about the heartbreaking end of my situationship. And how I’m planning to move on from the whole situation. This is such a hard and uncertain topic because you really cannot control you feelings or the outcome of a situation. So I really appreciate you guys being patient and supportive while I go through a difficult time. I don’t know why I’m having such a hard time overcoming I’m glad you guys have given me a safe space where I can share my feelings and be my true self so thank you for that. I want everyone reading this to know they are so loved and greatly appreciated 🩵 also to those who listen every single week I am so thankful for you! Also just by vocalising my feelings I feel like it has really just helped me get out of my head a bit even if it is just for a little while. And while I would never discuss my heartbreak with my family and my friends have given some pretty mixed advice on the whole situation. There is something so comforting in knowing I can openly share my feelings without the fear of judgement and just be me; as cliche as that sounds. This has been such a difficult thing for me to deal with but it makes me feel better that I can share it with you guys and to anyone in a similar situation don’t worry we will get through this! There is no time limit on healing and it definitely is not linear. Just know that you are appreciated and loved at any phase of your life. And that there is nothing wrong with taking time to appreciate yourself and practice self-love. This whole situation has made me question my sense of self and my self worth. But what I’ve realised through this week of sleepless nights is that if someone didn’t appreciate and see your worth it’s more important that you do. This time round I’m gonna focus on my self and build up my personal foundation to the point that no ones opinions or actions can change that. While this whole situation has been turbulent I really think that this change could be a catalyst for something even better. And it’s important to know not to worry about the things you can’t control. So while this seems like a big deal now I know that in a couple of months or years it won’t be (hopefully lol) but it’s important to keep perspective. ‘While it may not be easy getting over you and it might not be soon. I’m still trying and practicing not crying. And one day when you’ll be a distant memory, I’ll still wonder if you’ll think of me’ ‘I wish I’d poured my heart out at the start little did I know we’d never get that far. Now your just a scar on my heart. And vivid dream in my hazy memory’. - just my endless thoughts Sim x 🤍 Anyway I’ve been writing a lot more and really focusing on what I want and who I am. I’m actually really enjoying writing and journaling my feelings is defo cathartic and has helped me get out of my head. While I still am dealing with the whole situation your support is greatly appreciated. And sending love to everyone listening luv you guys x 🥰 If you made it this far thank you so much for reading have a lovely week x ♥️ ✨Song of the Week: August by Taylor Swift ✨
