Understanding that even the historical church dealt with these false teachers helps us begin to see that it is very important to read and know the word not on a level that is mystical and leaves logic out, but one that involves logic and faith. I understand how hurt and loneliness can cause you to be skeptical, but in that truth is seeking to be understood and used as a way out of despair. My hope is that you will hear something that causes you to wonder enough to search it out. Don't give up and don't give in, there is so much to win in knowing and understanding a worldview tied to the creator of this marvelous world.
Resources:
Long4Truth Youtube channel: Are you hearing God's Voice. https://youtu.be/Gbwe5vsmGPU
Clark&Geisler. Apologetics in the New Age
Colossians 2- John MacArthur Bible Commentary
