Dear Pam, I'm a little nervous because it's been two really good days in a row which any widow or widower will tell you it makes you think something has to bring you down eventually. But then again, that's life in general but I'm going to look at the glass as half full and count on more good days than bad or what we call sad days. I do have to share with you that it's becoming increasingly evident that my gift from losing you is the ability to talk with others that have experienced loss.