For 37 years I had my best friend, wife and lover Pam at my side to help make decisions. Ever since she went to heaven in the fall of 2019 I'm left to make decisions on my own. It's really tough and today I made a huge career decision that I pray was the right one. If Pam had been here I do know I would have made the opposite decision because I know she would have encouraged me to do what I ended up not doing.
