What if the starting role is too much for me? What if I was a born follower? What if I never find happiness? What if I don't choose the right path? What if I get lost? What if I can never be as good as the person standing next to me? What if a life of meaning will always be something I'll have to stare up at - wishing - dreaming?
Or what if I just change the way I look at the world?