Have you have considered there is a difference between being spiritual and being religious? I know most of us were taught that they are the same as Christians. But once you are outside that box you begin to see things differently. But when you first begin to navigate this spiritual journey, you might not think there is much difference than what you were doing and the way you were living as a Christian. The truth is religion really is about controlling you and your behavior with fear and manipulation. Religion is something you are taught. Spirituality is what you are born with. They are two different operating systems. I explain a perspective here.