Okay so here is another one that is off the cuff. It is okay to not be in a good mood, to be sad, to cry, to be mad, and really to feel things. The issue is the labels put on us when we display these emotions. I work 14 hrs a day and deal with sick patients, as I do with an unhappy family, my work and family ha become one. When do I get a break? I work incredibly hard because no one has given me anything; I didn't come from a family with an empire. I had to battle belittling comments, told I would amount to nothing to have those same people lean me. I want a day when no one requires anything from me. I am burnt the f*** out. And so I had a meltdown because my body gave out; not being in alignment with myself, is how I got here. Remember, people won't change, which leaves the responsibility up to us, as to what we will tolerate.