I grade myself based on the reactions of others I put myself in situations where I was people pleasing. I even spread myself too thin in order to support my friends in college who became writers. I am now looking forward to the change in the environment I created I want it to breathe and relax knowing the future is in good hands in fact it's in the most detailed poem. I wanted to share a comparison of the person I was a decade ago to the 2022 version of myself how much I've changed and the growth and progress I've made. Being a perfectionist is hard but that like OCD maybe one will be managed.
