Here I am expressing some negative side effects of this journey. Often I feel detached from reality that it really fucks with my mood and pisses me off. What’s worse is I feel that I cannot express myself to those around me and times like this I actually feel desperate for that kind of connection. Still I’m trying to adapt and have humility but sometimes I cannot shake it. So I figure better to speak on it in a safe space and so this episode happened. Keep pushing future Vanessa. Everything is going to work out 💪🏽
