An emotional conversation about how I dealt with death and grief earlier in my life. Though it is really not THAT traumatic I did struggle even as a bubble gum pop tart dweeb so no need for sympathy. Just trying to help myself and anyone else who may learn from my experiences and make better choices than I did. At the very least, I remind myself why we changed our mental and to keep going… also, full disclosure, there’s an OBNOXIOUS amount of crying from me soooo 🤡❤️🥊🍷