I have been struggling to speak the past few days and this is the best I can do right now. I’m dissatisfied and insecure with my audios, and truly all aspects of my life, lately. Still, I am here persisting even when (especially when) it feels all hope is lost… okay okay, I am being a bit dramatic about shit but I feel what I feel and try not to judge myself too harshly while taking 100% accountability at the same time. I’m not perfect and I don’t strive to be either. And I have to keep proving to myself that effort and consistency matter even when it feels like it doesn’t. And especially when it makes no sense and there are interferences (like the wind making a part of this conversation hard to hear)
