June 27. I have been doing some meditations and It’s bringing up some memories from the past - like water being in the pool as a kid. Teleported back to 15 years ... all the time vanished! I was quite the loner as a kid, and now ... still is. I’m undiplomatic and unapologetic about being nice to people whom I show no interest in. I’m not rude. Just authentic.Some things never change. Can’t be poker faced.