In this episode I discuss my April dividend account. I also discuss a recent buy. And a sell of some assets. This made me realize I truly am not as financially secure as I once thought. I was not ready for a random expense at a random time. I didn't have enough liquid funds.I am disappointed in a way but also I am young enough to make sure I won't do that ever again. I was extremely pissed. I am mostly just mad at myself for being undisciplined enough to keep what is needed.