It doesn't interest me
What you do for a living.
I want to know
What you ache for
And if you dare to dream
Of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn't interest me
How old you are.
I want to know
If you will risk Looking like a fool
For love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me
What planets are squaring your moon…
I want to know If you have touched
The center of your own sorrow
If you have been opened by life's Betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain
Mine on your own
Without moving to hide it
Or fade it or fix it. I want to know
If you can be with joy
Mine or your own
If you can dance with wildness
And let the ecstasy fill you
To the tips of your fingers and toes
Without cautioning us
To be careful
To be realistic
To remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me
If the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can
Disappoint another
To be true to yourself.
If you can bear
The accusation of betrayal
And not betray your own soul.
If you can be faceless
And therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty
Even when it is not pretty
Every day.
And if you can source your own life
From its presence.
I want to know
If you can live with failure
Yours and mine
And still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, yes!
It doesn't interest me
To know where you live
Or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up
After the night of grief and despair
Weary and bruised to the bone
And do what needs to be done
To feed the children.
It doesn't interest me
Who you know
Or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
In the center of the fire with me
And not shrink back It doesn't interest me
Where or what or with whom
You have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
From the inside
When all else falls away.
I want to know
If you can be alone
With yourself
And if you truly like
The company you keep
In the empty moments