If you can't grow a plant, adopt it. There are a lot of ways to start doing what you want. Know yourself a bit better by doing and trying all sort of things that you feel more fulfilled. You may watch this episode in my youtube chann Sakurako Katsuragi! https://youtu.be/M683H0Wm3rk Also, I have a patreon page www.patreon.com/TalkYourThought
