Erase!.. Insist on it! Delete!
If you are ready, I ask for surgery...
Try to ease my soul through intervention...
My passion, tenderness, intentions...all vain.
It was just chronic, but nobody could see it...
Could they believe it? Could they comprehend?
I couldn't ask to give a hand...or could I?
Did they agree to help or easily deny?
Deny without understanding of the reason..?
The last sunset in February...
It's going to be crimson...
There is no pulse under such circumstances -
Did we take all the chances?
Tear off. If possible, I would like with the skin.
So the reaction could not go beyond the limits.
We ain't those ones who we have always been...
A couple of minutes left, a couple of lines,
A couple of minutes...
He and I, doctor, are madly similar in such trifles,
He would have ripped me off as well
I am as usual more daring...
Did anybody warn you how despairing...
The time in isolation could become, didn't they?
Look: what the scars they are! And no trace left?
Please, reassure me, I don't want to plastic afterwards...
No weapons and no knives, just words...
They won't believe, dear doctor,
that I could get hurt like that...
They won't believe,
their thoughts would drive me mad...
They still don't know, that I can read them.
From chapter one to chapter N...
For me, every footprint is like a burn
And I won't bear it anymore...
Cut bolder. Give much stronger anesthesia
In order my soul catches some amnesia...
Will it? It won't. It's just a dream...
A whim in winter? Just a dream...
I will try not to twitch,
not to remove your hands...
Nothing can make me itch
For the right cure...
My lips are rainless sands...
Pure and the worst overdose of him in my blood
My body and soul need to restart
Will you make a transfusion?
Against an illusion of life..?
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The operation seems to be successful.
It doesn't hurt anywhere anymore.
The red-hot thread of words
did not touch any worlds
The cardiogram's straight.
Nothing knocks in my chest.
I remember the consequences.
Doctor, thanks. I'm better now,
You are the best.
