I haven’t exactly been feeling like myself recently. I’ve been feeling weird. I shouldn’t say weird feelings, these feelings are not weird. They are normal feelings that every one of us has felt before like anger, jealousy, resentment, sadness, but they felt weird and foreign to me because for so long I forced myself to stay in this good girl box where I didn’t let my feelings spill out regardless of how low or high I felt.
Those of us who are trauma survivors, those of us who live with anxiety, social anxiety or are nervous or reluctant to put our true, full selves out there, likely know, when we feel off or anything other than complete joy and excitement, it can be a scary place to be.
And that’s for a multitude of reasons. But the one that I want to share with you today is about the in-between.
I can’t help but feel I’m in the in-between.
That space when you’ve outgrown your old life, your old relationships, the old stories that kept you stuck, but you haven’t quite come into your new life, the new relationships, the new stories, the new experiences.
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