I woke up from a nightmare so vivid that l thought I was going to hell as if I just died. It was so vivid, so scary, so seemingly real that I can't help but think it a message of some kind. I won't say I don't know. I do know. I denied God. My parents taught me better and I did it anyway. It was the worst thing I could do as a child of God. I have to tell you that God is so real. I know this from the bottom of my heart. Now I believe hell is real too. It isn't some fiery pit in the middle of the earth or something like that but it's the kind of hell that compels you to exist in the harshest of conditions where your brain and your body ache in an unending cycle. Where everyone around you is a shell of a person and is being controlled by a menacing something that forces you into a perpetual action of movement you don't want to do, saying things you don't want to say and torturing you every second you are there. My deception was received by God and I caught a glimpse of what a real hell felt like. I never ever want to go back there again.
