My ex texted me and I responded. I was sitting in major shame; feeling so weak for going back into the toxic cycle until I realized that I had grown immensely in the last nine months away from him and *finally* decided to put myself first (as much as it hurt). WOOOOO.
You are not a "fuck up" for having a "hiccup". You are not "lame" for missing them (even when you know they're not good for you).
Be proud of yourself for taking ANY step in a healing direction. Healing isn't linear. Healing doesn't have a specific time limit. You're doing great, sweetie. ;)
Sending you all love, I know how deeply the pain can hurt our sweet bb hearts. #RIP #BUTWEWILLLIVE #anditWILLgetbetter <3
