This roast is hard to listen to at times. This is the audio file for the original youtube airing. I hired comedian Dan Laitman to roast me. I think he did well. I was tolerating it well, I think, until the end when the bottom falls out from underneath me and I turn inward. In the wake of internal despair, I lash out at everyone around me and resort to name-s and substance use. Dan does his best to be supportive in a roast turned into dark introspection and self-loathing. I paid for this.
Here is the youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2chre6iWVI
