I have always created pressure within myself because I thought it created diamonds... When the reality is we only become diamonds from the pressure that is put forth onto us by externalizing factors..
Why do I put all of the pressure on myself?
It's okay to be fearful but it's not okay to let it take away from your experiences. Those are yours to keep and revel in. Don't forget the things you've accomplished and don't think because you feel everything, that you are nothing. When in fact YOU ARE EVERYTHING, BECAUSE YOU FEEL SOMETHING! .
I work on Gratitude, Momentum, Energy, Empathy and Purpose everyday and nothing has really gotten much better other the test of my own sense of faith. I keep trying to find every and any way to overcome. But it's gotten to a point where I'm stuck. I dont know what to do and I dont know what is right. No matter what I do it never feels good enough. It isn't smart enough. It isn't quick enough. No matter what it just isn't.... Not to me. Not to anyone else.
Solution mentality says that I should take this as a challenge. But what if that very thinking is the problem? Am I doing too much?...
Or maybe just thinking too much?...
Only time will tell I suppose, but one thing is certain... I'll never give up on life!
I am the path. And I will love me for today and the decisions I can grab ahold of right at this moment.
Goodvibes and be sure to tune into the podcast!
