Insanely busy at work today. Very frustrating. Almost cried. Ugh. Hopefully the new tool makes things more manageable soon. Was going to stay on and work after hours but can’t. Missed my pills and didn’t get to eat until after 5. Was going insane. Walk with mum and Ash. Allegedly ‘kidnapped’ child in WA allegedly ‘found.’ Frog sounds are back. Finna get up early tomorrow. I’ve completely struck out on getting any TLC from a chick through the usual apps/posts/etc route, so I’m going to have to hire a sex worker for a GFE. Even the thought of sex work is triggering for me usually, so it’s not going to be as quick as opening the Yellow Pages and making a call, but it should be quicker than waiting for no matches or no dates through apps/etc - so I guess it has to be done. Ugh. Will definitely be awkward if it happens. Ordered myself a pressie. M: 2.5. E: 3. L: -7. 😓💩😤😑
