A mismatch between desire and current standing creates a problem. However, this doesn't have to remain this way. Your mismatch can lead to ministry. So sit down, pray, write the vision, and make it plain. There must be a vision that you submit to above everything else in your life besides God. If you are unwilling to submit and yield to process, you will never get to where you want to go. However, I know you'll get through this. So, all is well!
