[originally recorded June 4, 2024] This episode is about struggles with self worth, feeling unlovable, comparing ourselves to others, having boundaries with people who are too much, going through a paradigm shift of identity, childhood trauma giving me a flawed sense of Love, thinking I don't belong. Also: McDonalds and video games.
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Timestamps:
0:00 Lighting the ritual incense
1:16 Not wanting to be seen
3:12 Do you feel unlovable?
6:00 Not having space for certain people
8:30 Going through a paradigm shift
11:25 Self worth struggle
15:38 Karmic progress
18:00 Identity shift
20:20 Lack of self love
22:37 Favorite video games
26:00 Damaged concept of Love
29:49 Kicking & screaming against love
33:47 Judging people
34:50 Thinking I don't belong
36:23 Assumptions & comparisons
38:03 Being loved on my own terms
38:53 I love McDonalds
40:12 Loving my darkness
