Surely you have had situations in your life where you wanted change and you were limited in your ability to influence it, so you just had to wait until circumstances changed. Sometimes the wait for such a change takes longer and the hope for change is the only thing you have left to deal with the situation well. What is interesting is what happens when the situation actually changes as desired. I observe that it is then not so easy to change to what was hoped for. Suddenly the hope is gone - because the situation has changed as hoped. What remains then? Excessive demands, because the support of hope is gone and you now have to live with what you had hoped for. Is this familiar to you, too? I wish you good handling of change and the courage to take firm steps, even if it feels like you are the first to go this way. It can be part of your calling.
I wish you an extraordinary day!